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Thursday, March 31, 2005

Somewhere Out There

My msn program is getting from bad to worse... its keeps hanging n sometimes even hang my whole com tat i have to shut my com down :/ Once again spend my day playing wc3- dota!! hehe... i'm a game freak :P

Was feeling abit lonely at nite.. then decided to look out at the sky for the moon... its 3/4 full but the moon was really nice.... suddenly thought of the song "Somewhere Out There" by James Ingram & Linda Ronstadt in the cartoon show American .... (i forgot the name) its abt the cartoon mouse or similar.. haha! i used to cry when i watch tat show when i was young cos i think the story was something abt his parents got killed n he was left alone to venture out into the world... was a touching show but i hated watching it cos i know i'll cry at the end... anyways, i went to look for the lyrics online:

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moon night,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the
Same big sky.
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then, we'll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the
Same big sky.
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through, (can see us through)
Then, we'll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.

I stop to thinking, wondering if u would be looking at the moon with me... then i looked at the time n realised its already 12.30am sg time... which would be 3.30am n knew u would be fast asleep already :/ when will we ever be able to watch the moon together again??

.at 2:39 PM
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

love u darling!

This is is my official week to start looking for work... work up both on mon n today at ard 10+am.. yday mum SPECIALLY left the Recruit Section for me so tat i could look for job :S today, she left the whole stack of papers for me lol! Went thru the papers but didnt find anything i'm looking for... i'm actually specifically looking at bank jobs... hopefully i'll get one pretty soon... *sigh* the thought for starting work juz make me feel sucky :S but wat to do....??

Did anyone feel the tremors yday? i felt it pretty bad.. the funny part abt it was... i was playing wc3 (dota-ing) then my hero died... n suddenly i felt myself swaying from left to right... i tot it was my imagination cos before tat, mark gave me a link abt a haunted possessed Stitch toy on ebay for sale.. after tat i got a bit paranoid n jumpy over the slighest thing... yes! called me a scaredy cat :P anyways, i went outside to see if my dad was still watching tv.. but no, he already went to bed.. i went back to my seat then i looked at the water in my cup n i could see tremors on the water surface... i tot i was really imagining things n concluded it could be my ceiling fan creating waves on the water... logged on this morning to see uncle simon's nickname n realised i really wasnt imagining things ;)

Been dota-ing the whole day trying other heros.... man! y cant i master sa? lol.. i'm really bad at meelee heros... haiz!!

.at 6:50 PM
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Friday, March 25, 2005

.at 7:05 PM
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Been at home the whole day as well as yday.... was helping out with housework.. playing dota (wc3) n stuff... dun really feel like hanging out too.. went out with nellie for a while in bugis yday.. she wanted to buy a working suit.. n i was thinking i might get one as well since i'll need it in future...

Darling! i really miss u so much u know? :'( each time i think if y i didnt give u a chance to talk things out before i left.. i feel like killing myself... each time i think of it.. tears will juz well up in my eyes.. i keep telling myself its all over, n tat i should move on.. but i can't! the feelings for u can never seem to fade but it juz seems ever-growing!! its been 4 months since i came back... the beautiful memories i had in Melb r still soooo fresh in my head...

Like u told me before, if u love someone.. let tat person go.. if they love u, they'll come back to u... i didnt believe in tat at first, but now i really understand wat u mean... i'll be loving u alwaiz!

.at 6:31 PM
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

exam stress!

Exam was bad!! for some reason i was super anxious... i had a piece of peanut butter bread in the morning but didnt eat my lunch- instant noodles (save time mar) after cooking it.. haha! for some reason NO appetite at all... n wats worst! i even lao sai!! omg omg! haha.. i wasnt even tat anxious for my exams during uni days.. dunno wats wrong with me :S

i think should have done pretty alright for my theory which was from 2-3.30pm... practical started at 4pm but fei went for last min interview n she only reached at 4.15pm... my classmate tat partnered her had to do manicure on the other model... but still.. THANX FEI! for taking the time off to come help me out.. :) my model was a 16 yr old tall indo gal tat study in sg for already 7yrs... she kept asking me questions abt wat we do... seems like a spy huh? haha! i got a bit frantic when my examiner didnt ask me questions on machine but my classmate next bed figured cos she overheard me telling my model abt it...
Review on my practical given by my examiner: need to brush up on hot wax n my theory. haha! she asked me a question on leuconychia: white spots on the nails n i answer her wrongly.. lol! oh well... next exam will be on 25-27Apr.. hope i do better then...

.at 11:36 AM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

MISS LIFE IN MELBOURNE!!!

i didnt realise it's exactly 1 mth from my last blog entry... lol! anyways, i still miss melb heaps!! still miss some ppl there~~~ was talking to shean 2-3 days back... we both were going on abt melb... she's going back on the 1st for convo though... but will only stay for 1wk plus... whereas the poor me can go back.. :((( miss my fto as well *sobz*

.at 8:16 PM
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Hmm.. havent been blogging at all lately.. lol.. lazy i guess...lol

Juz got back from dad's birthday dinner... went to joo chiat eating hse for some supposedly very very peppery crabs.. the crab were alright, i wouldn't consider it really good... other food like the chilli kangkong, hor fun was ok only.. but the steam fish we had was pretty good.

On sun we actually went to this place called My Choice (i think) at River Valley Road to celebrate dad's bday with my grandma, auntie n cousin... i would say tat place was pretty horrid!! the food was mostly salty or juz normal standard... no car park so had to park along the road, but had to keep a constant watch for those ahmad's on bike.. guess wat? the bill was a whopping $445!!! i couldnt believe my eyes man! OMG OMG!! i would say the most expensive dish we had was the lobster noodles which was $169 n tat didnt even taste good!!! The fried soon hock (fish) was $70!!! i really couldnt believe my eyes when i saw the bill... -.-!

Tomorrow i'm having my IPTI/ Sch exam for my aesthetics course... wish me luck guys! will be having another exam on 25-27 Apr.. tat will be assessed by another UK body called CIBTAC... hope i can still remember my stuff by then.. lol..

.at 8:09 PM
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