always will n always do
u told me to be happy
i'll be happy
as long as
you are
happy..
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Woke up early 7.30am today cos its qing ming festival so its time for us to visited our late loved ones... first went to lim chu kang to pay respect to my grandfather then later went to mandai crematorium to visit my great grandmother... i havent been visiting for the past 3 yrs so visiting them today brought back some memories.. not exactly memories of them (cos both of them died before i was even born) but how my cousins n i used to play around the place (crematorium, cos there was a big garden area) while we were young... n in the blink of an eye, both my older female cousins already have kids...
Went to Centrepoint with family after then heading home for some studying cos i had theory exam tomorrow. while parents went to see an eg6 for bro at marina south.. they bought the car for him!!!!
Also got an interview with Prudential at 3pm, wonder if i'll get it? ok, gotta go for more studying... practicals on tues.. wish me luck!
.at 11:00 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
And the dota begins....
Juz finish vacuuming the house and combing marbles's fur.. man! he drop so much fur juz cos yday i showered him.. i think it due to stress while showering lol! i was all sweaty n sticky so went to shower.. so decided to put some hair mask to condition my hair too. Wonder if its the pollution or the water used in taiwan, my hair got quite frizzy and tangle easily.. so the whole time i was there, i was constantly combing my hair n detangling it :S
Mum told me to shower marbles yday cos while i was away.. he played with a moth n when my mum tried to wash his paws.. he struggled out of her clutches tat no one could handle him apparently.. lol! tat notti tomcat! dunno wat to say man! he's getting so big n strong as well i know it cos i wrestle him when i play with him.. hehe!
Oh well! still no luck with jobs.. but i sent out an email enquiry about a position called "management trainee (finance)" stated briefly on the newspaper to see wat was it.... a malay lady called me today n ask if i was interested n told me go down for 1st round interview.. having learnt my lesson from the ocbc one.. i told her i wanna know more abt the job, she couldn't even explain it to me... all she said was for the company Prudential and i would be a Financial Services Consultant. again, the same title as the ocbc job.. so i told her i didnt want it :/
Ok, gonna dota somemore! ciaoz!
.at 4:17 PM
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Monday, April 18, 2005
If It Kills You Softly - adopted from uncle simon's blog
Life is the process of finding love. Every person will need to find four people in their life. First person is yourself, Second person is the one you love most, Third person is the one who love you most, And the fourth, is the one you spend therest of your life with.
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who love you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most, doesn't love you. The one who loves you most, is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.Timing is the key factor here, like the old chinese saying goes "Tian Shi (heaven/sky and time), Di Li (geography), and Ren He (people's harmony)" or fate in short.
Which person are you in other people life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can pretend that he doesn't *Everyone is guilty of tat*.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there is no way he can pretend he loves you. When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you, you must ask yourself if you still love him. If you also don't love him anymore, don't ever dun let him leave just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him. And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possessive. If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin. But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad. You can wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him. If he can change to become what you like him to be, you don t love him anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, you only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you. *Just seeing the person smile is enough*
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test. If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate...
--> i left 2 parts of uncle simon's comments in there cos i too think it VERY TRUE!
.at 3:38 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
Juz got back from taiwan 4 hrs ago... didnt really enjoy myself cos the shopping there was pretty ex, food was good but quite ex too n costs to go to attractions were ex too!
Went to this place called 'leofoo village' on the 2nd day.. the rides were alright.. probably only 1 or 2 was good.. the rest were juz kiddish rides... cost us like 890NT for entrance.. on top of tat, transport was 200NT... the rest of the days were going to shopping places n visiting night markets... most of them were alright but shopping was abt the same price as in sg juz tat they got more weird, jap looking clothings... i bought 5 pairs of shoes though.. unlike sg, they barely sold any slippers so i might as well buy more shoes for work n going out...
I thought a lot abt us... 'when will i see u again?~?~?~?'
.at 4:55 PM
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
longing.....
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
.at 1:37 PM
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Stayed home yday... vacuumed the house then played some dota while watching the pope's funeral.. tried learning the hero- shadow shaman (rhasta) but cant really co-ordinate using his powers.. haha! still need some practicing... nevertheless, i'm still shit at meelee heros! lol! can nv get it right.. but i'll learn soon.. haha!
Watched The Pacifier yday too! really nice show.. i keep laughing non-stop! lol! Vin Diesel did a pretty good part in it.. n i find him quite 'yao ying' (cantonese) oso :P "y do u have boobs?" LOL!!
Slept at ard 3am cos i was watching the show.... n woke up with my eyes feeling a lil sore.. i think cos of lack of sleep :/
.at 1:23 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
miss u!
.at 12:28 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
Went for interview on tues at OCBC bank in Chulia Street... man! i was crap! mum was nice.. she accompanied me to shenton way n went to walk around while i went for interview... i went up there, got to the hr dept.. did my personality test n waited 20mins before the lady called me in.... when i got in there, she ask me if i knew the nature of the job.. from wat i read on the website abt the position, it sounds to me like a front desk job where i have to meet with customers n deal with them. She then told me tat i have to do alot of after-work meet ups with them to close deal n stuff.. then i was like ???.. she went to say tat there will be a sales target i'll have to meet.. then i was like dangz! adding to tat, i have to go for roadshows... then i was like -.-! crap! wtf!! dun they think tat i'm over qualified for such a position!?!?!? *brainless* She then told me tat there r vacanies for customer service consultant n ask if i'm interested.. i told her to direct my resume to them n they'll contact me if i'm shortlisted.
Total waste of time! the job scope was totally not how as they put in the website! i think i overdressed as well! lol!
.at 11:34 AM
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
i'm anxious like hell now! going for interview in 3 hrs' time :S
.at 12:04 PM
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Friday, April 01, 2005
I got a call from OCBC bank yday.. asking me to go down for an interview next tues at their main office in Shenton Way. Its for a position i applied for called Personal Financial Consultant. I suppose its those front desk kind of job where i open accounts for ppl n stuff. Well, its better than nothing cos i havent got any job experience... tats probably the best i can do at the moment :/
Woke up, read the newspapers... HSBC was recruiting personnels.. i think its for the position i was ask to go for interview @ OCBC.. but HSBC require 1 yr min. banking experience. Anyways, i think i'll juz go for the OCBC interview first before deciding on something else.
Played 2 games of dota n realised its already 3pm!! Went to do my lunch n while i was at it... dad smsed asking me to vacuum the floor.. MaN! i hate vacuuming the floor :( after which i was all sticky n sweaty... i cleared out marble's litter tray n poured in new crystals... throw marbles into the bath area n showered him... mauahhaha!! tat silly cat was trying so hard to get out.. he literally stick his face flat on the glass panel thinking tat would work? lol! cut his nails, clean his ears.. n went to shower myself.... now the silly cat is sitting outside my door licking himself away! i think he will be done in another 2 hrs' time :P
Ok, dota time again :P i'm training hardcore so i'll be able to pawn u when u start playing too *bleh*
