always will n always do
u told me to be happy
i'll be happy
as long as
you are
happy..
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Felt like drinking despite fri's session so my good frens decided to go hang in dbl o... was retro nite yday n lin hates retro but she still went cos i wanted to.. such a sweet gal rite? :) i'm a super bad drinker now.. bottoms up half a jug of vodka lime left me with a stupid headache :S wonder y am i getting headaches whenever i drink these days.. hmm... played 5-10 so i had to drink more cos uncle simon was standing next to me!! bumped into justin at the dance floor n he wanted me to drink with him but refused haha! he said i 'bu shang lian' n had to add tat he'll drink himself then.. gu niang~~!!
The music was pretty good all the way... someone in the gang suggested going momo n we had so much debate abt going. i didnt wanna go at first cos i didnt really wanna go back so late but agreed cos lin wanted to go. after much much much debating, we ended up staying cos the music was good after!! :) my headache was gone too so i danced alot.. hehe!
Been a depressing week for me.. dun ask me y but i juz feel like i've been 'hanging in mid air' all these while, i juz felt like i should do something abt it... the feeling of 'hanging' is never a good one, those that have experience this before would definately understand how i feel now.. its been months yet i still can resolve this issue that is constantly bugging me. I confronted him abt it a few times but each time the topic is juz left with ??? in my head again. wat should i do? I guess his meaning of all this is juz to ask me to LIVE WITH IT! maybe a kind of punishment to me....... :(
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
this is my desk.. juz check out the papers -.-!
.at 11:32 AM
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CRAYFISH!! mmmmmmmmmmmmm~~~ i'll be back for more soon!! xD
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Ok...~~~ i know i havent been blogging for the past 1 wk.. lols! simply cos i'm juz too lazy too.. so tired after work i cant be bothered to wait for the blogger website to load up :P
Well, i spend my last wk with my parents.. went to jb to have dinner on sat.. FINALLY GOT TO EAT MY BUTTER CRAYFISH!! YAY!! *wo0t* :)))) wanted to take a pic of it but forgot about it as soon as the waiter put the plate down on the table.. lol. i only remembered abt it after i was done eating so i ended up taking a pic of the remainding shells of the crayfish ;)
Went for clan ang gathering on tues at Marche.. realised tat there r heaps of beng gamers around.. lol! this dude brought his gf along.. n OMG! he's not tat beng but his gf is super duper duper duper 100% l..n!! they sat the same table as us n i juz felt kinda embarrassed... i never knew such ppl still exist -.-
The rest of the days were juz coming home from work.. having dinner.. watch tv.. naruto then sleep.. havent really got a chance to play dota this week.. guess i will later :P Oh! went to simon's fren's pub in east coast yday nite.. pretty nice place to chill n i got a bit high haha! (i know i'm a lousy drinker now.. dun have to stress it uncle simon.. it explains for the difference in our tummy sizE!! xD) finally played some pool with lin then 2 other guy strangers.. i lost to the 3rd guy, an uncle but can tell its much older than uncle simon ;) was kinda happy my pool has still a teeny weeny bit of standard then on the way home, uncle simon said those guys obviously purposely lost to me -.-!!!!!! FINE! i'll go train till its back up to standard then i chiet them :P
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Friday, July 22, 2005
went out with fei today.. havent seen her in 2 wks.. cos someone no time for me lo *angelic look*
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look at my blue nails!! :)) finally went for my pedi last mon n i promise mark i'll post up at pic of them for him see.. haha! nice nice?? *grinz*
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
juz chilling at paulanders (correct spelling?) check out the mug.. lucky i dun drink beer ;P
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wo0t!
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somemore?
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look behind us!! hahah!! we were juz being decoys :P
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the gang at MOS party! ;)
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Political day at work
Yup! its been a rough day for me.. First, there was heaps of cases to clear cos there was a sudden influx of them as tomorrow's coe bidding day again.. my boss has been coming ard our desks to make sure we clear most of them.
2nd, i rejected a case yday becos the applicant was dishonest about her employment. Even to the extend when i asked for her recent payslip n CPF statement, she didnt even tell n she had the cheek to tell me she lost her latest payslip.. only got jan n feb's one. BULLSHIT! later found out she juz started work in another company so cos of her dishonestly, i told my boss to reject the case yday. Today, the case came back again!! dammit! my AM told me to submit the case n get the sales approving parties to sign. she told me not to pass to my boss -.- juz cos she wanted the case to be approved? dilemma.... so how?! my boss will still come to know abt it cos she still have to countersign if the sales approving parties approve the case. Wat if the case was a fraud case? i will be the one to blame for cos i allow myself to process the case in the first place. after asking 2 opinions.. i went to tell my boss abt it. after all she's gonna be the one i report to.. i ought to give her tat kind of respect. She was really understanding n told me not to worry abt it.. she'll cover my ass abt it ;)
Sighz! i've been thinking lately of going back to studying again.. so wat should i take? CPA? CFA? masters? i processed a case today.. a 52 yr old guy buying an evo IX as his 2nd car. for sure its for his son or something but he's earning a pretty hefty amount cos it allows him to maintain both cars with significant amount of instalments taken off his monthly wage. I already calculated... to be able to allow me to get something similar.. 1 muz earn at least $5k a mth n at the rate i'm going (according to present market rate) it'll take me like 5 or more yrs before i can own one.. actually tats being optimistic already.. i think i would be 10 yrs!! wayyyyy too long!! by tat time s15s will be like 10 yrs old -.-! having a degree these days r juz like an ordinary Os during the 90s.... Which reminds me...
My bro was telling me abt this nice evoIX he saw when he went to get mac a few days back... he saw this nice modded white evoIX there n he was admiring it.. suddenly he realised the gal in the passenger was look at him with those kind of proud 'my bf drives an evo9' look so my bro quickly looked away. Wats there to be proud of man?? its only ur guy tat owns it.. if u have the capability go finance yourself one la!! can't stand these kind of gals.. wats there to be proud off since its not your car? -.-! *duhz*
Hmm.. actually i think i'm getting a lil stressed up at work.. my frens say i'm not as cheery as i used to be anymore.. or maybe there's more? well... havent been talking to him lately.. he's either not online or bz doing some stuff.. no time to stop n chat with me -.- sad hor? :(
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Its a Gay Party!
*rofl* yup.. its such a wrong event for us... lin say 95 but i would give 98% of them r gays.. but was really an eye opener for me.. haha! i have never seen the gay community in sg unite like how it was yday! ;) by the middle of the nite, 30% of them were half naked n in the middle of dance floor they were all dancing n rubbing each others' bodies.. lol.. but no doubt, alot of them had really nice bods n some of them were really quite good looking. I also saw a number of them tat really pulled down their jeans/pants really low, exposing part of their butt cheeks... g strings... n pubic hair?!!?? LOL!!
There was once when lin, ryan n i was near a podium dancing.. there were 2 of them up there.. umm... i would say... umm.. shaking sexily away? haha! anyways, one of them was wearing a white pants with electric blue g-string... nono.. i think its called a t-string! n i was looking at him dancing away.. at tat point of time, it juz so happened he turn to where i could see his side view n the light from the front of the stage shone on to him... *dangz* i could see part of his bush sticking out of his pants!! ROFL!! i couldnt stop laughing!! the best part is yet to come.. i told ryan n lin about it... ryan could still ask "wat pubic hair?" it was so hilarious i could only point to him *pointing below* n i said "there!!" he juz went on n ask "where?" ROFL! after 2 mins' of laughing n not to mention, tearing... he finally realised which pubic hair were were referring to... SLOW~~~
Went to Mr Bean's for an early supper n got home at 5.30am.. had to turn on super high speed to blow dry my hair cos i was so bugged n wanted to lie in bed fast.. I've posted some pics of us at the party taken from my d500.. will post up more when i get the pics from gwen's camera ;)
Conclusion to MOS party: 1) Music- not hard trance but house, still i would consider it GOOD 2) Place was set up similar to those of melbourne's rave- good 3) Crowd- umm... i would say its an eye opener for me ;) 4) Toilets- great! cos it was 80% guys so its good for us gals.. no long queues!! 5) Location- good cos near my place.. haha! Last but not least, 6) YES! there was air-conditioning!!
Morale of the this party- Check who r the sponsors for the kind of event before we decide on going!!!
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last dj for the nite.. mark hughes.. quite cute ^.^
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not a very clear pic but can u catch a glimpse of the fat uncle simon n gwen dancing on the podium?
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a pic of ryan stoning.. haha! he didnt even know we took a pic of him..
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3 of us
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gwen n i.. still at paulanders ;)
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lin n i chilling at paulanders before going back up for the party again..
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
sianzzz......
the usual at work juz tat wasn't overflooded like on mon.. but still pretty busy.. am beginning to miss my jie mei at work cos she got transferred to another dept.. though she comes back once every few hours to visit me :/ still.. nothing beats having chatting n gossipping with her whenever we feel like it..... oh well! tats life i suppose.. we have to face up to things we dun wish to everytime..... come to terms n accept them despite how much it hurts us :S
Decided to go for MOS party on sat... though its probably alright for the usual gang either ways... lin's getting impatient with the usual indecisiveness haha! oh well.. its decided... anyone else going as well?
Going to continue naruto now... ciaoz.. nitez all~
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
wasted energy..
These 2 days at work was 'hell'!! so many cases, so lil time... over the weekend, distributor for nissan- Tan Chong Motors had weekend promos.. interest rate for car buyers on sat n sat was down to the 2.5% for 5yrs n 2.75% for 10yrs.. seems like the whole world was applying to buy a car!! the tray was overflooding with cases so much so that my boss n other approving parties had to personally approve loans cos we, as credit processors couldnt handle the work load.. the best part abt it was, my neighbour collegue Yan Shi got transferred out to disbursement dept... great timing ya? ;) i was left with all her left over work n green files that had release letters :S got so bz i didnt even have time to go toilet or drink some water.. before i could finish my cases on hand.. boss will come with another stack n the other account managers will come with cases that have to be rushed :/
Marcus was on leave today so its left with tiffany, me n amanda to process the cases from our side.. lucky the volume wasn't as bad as mon's but dunno y after lunch, i was flooded with cases again.. seems like boss n the other a/c mgrs r only coming to me to get things done :S hmm.. maybe the rest got stuff to do too? but i saw the other 2 of the walking ard.. haha! oh well...... was so tired........
He finally bought his wc3... n requested i buy him 10 bowls of 85 bah chor mee cos he bought wc3 to play with me.. but i knew there was more to it, actually he bought it partly cos his grp of guy frens were playing online n no one wanted to go down to his shop to play with me :S well.. he insisted tat it was partly cos of me too but cos he bought the game before he made the noodles' agreement with me, so there wasnt any agreement to begin with.. after a series of debates.. the conclusion is: i owe him 10 bowls of bah chor mee n he owes me 1 blue s15!! yay!! xDDDD
So, i was playing dota with him n his guys as well as having me dinner... played 2 games but i lagged out on the 2nd juz as i got my reaver!! -.- the laggggggggg was horrid n annoying!! i right click so much tat my arm hurts.. lol.. was suppose to play the 3rd game but i was pretty bugged too.. so i'll skip on it.. lay back n continue watching naruto :) so nitey guys...
lin: keep me update on this weekend's MOS party k? aud: i'm waiting for u to come back!! fei: so when we meeting again? mark: 1v1 with u when i'm fired up to pawn u!! muahhahahah *thunder*
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
Another late night *bleh*
Got home at 5am yday :P went to 2 different places to party..
1st up was Elevation 280, a party sponsored by heineken (so u can guess wat do they serve there :S) i could count the number of drinks they serve with 10 fingers!! vodka cranberry, vodka orange, vodka redbull, bottled water n not forgetting heineken!! the music was pretty good but............... the weather in sg simply has to spoil it all! it was pretty breezy at the start but it juz got worst later on... the dj supposedly from oz but based in uk was bad, as well as the lady tat was singing to house music from the freestyler group.. simon, ryan n lin had countless number of beers cos the other drinks were sucky.. wen n i juz hang back n enjoy the music (cos we hate beer *yucks*) while seeing the 3 of them trying to get drunk on it :P funny sight cos they bought the beer by trays n cos there wasn't any where to place them on.. somone had to hold it. the beer were filled pretty full so we kept spilling them a lil by lil.. so my feet got quite sticky at the end of it :/
Was comtemplating for so0o0o0o long finally decided to move to Club MoMo at central mall.. the music there was alright.. very chinablack crowd n lotsa mats too.. got there ard 4 n yet it was still quite pack.. simon n ryan went to look for fren so it was left with me n lin..... then........ the malay guy dancing next to me suddenly tapped me n ask me to dance with him!! -.-! i told him no then quickly change places with lin -.-!! *dangz* did quite a bit of dancing then headed home ard 5.. was so tired n sleep i fell asleep without drying me hair.. forgot to sms him too :S
i only woke up at 2.30pm today.. haha! juz finished lunch n the sky is dark n cloudy again... rainy day! good to go back to sleep huh? :P
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Last but on least.... ryan n uncle simon! they're advertising for Kilkenny's ;) haha! dun understand y they had so much heineken upstairs yet stil wanna have more beer while chilling downstairs.. still I HATE BEER!!
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Me n wen...
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another pic of my n lin.. we had a pretty hard time taking these pics cos of the lighting plus it was using my d500..
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Me n Uncle Simon!! my face look so chubby in this pic -.-!! notice the Kilkenny in my hand? its not mine cos i hate to drink beer!!!!
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Pics taken downstairs while chilling ouside 7-11 cos it was so darn hot n sticky upstairs.. this is m good fren evangelyn
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So blur!! Anyways, this is the stage at Elevation 280.. was hot n squeezy up the front so we decided to hang back n avoid brushing against those sticky pplz :P
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
the usual..
tiring day at work.. quite a number of cases to process but not as much as on mon.. it came in bulks i would say! till all of us were spinning in circles trying to rush things up for approval.. cos there were less cases the past wk or so.. so it was kinda tiring to go thru so many a 1 go.. tomorrow's coe bidding again so we gotta finish up all the cases before the bidding finishes at 4pm..
yay! going shopping with my collegue yanshi tomorrow.. i hope i dun spend too much :P need to get my bro his beeeeelated bday pressie... his steering wheel -.- n a few other things i have to reserve the money for ;)
was planning to dota but jaczie's away n uncle simon's sleeping.. oh! did i tell u guys uncle simon fell asleep where the game was loading yday nite?! haha! tats the 2nd time it happened though.. he juz afk the whole time!! n guess wat... he called me this morning asking me wat happened cos he dun remember... rofl!! he juz slept all the way till morning... jokes....
okie.. going to continue watching my naruto... nitey all! sweet dreams!
