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MNG sale started yday!!! mum told me in the morning while on my way to work.. the 1st thought on my mind.. shall i take leave? LOL... obviously i didnt but also didnt hesitate to rush to the nearest mng store which was at city hall.. haha! the ppl there went nuts man! the store was super packed n everyone snatched like the stuff were free!!! the q to the fitting room was also long n moving damn slow so most gals end up standing by the mirrors wearing over tops n bottoms.. haha! of cos lin n i did tat too ;) i was actually wearing pants n i wanted to try a mng pants so i took a skirt, wore it up, pull my pants down n wear the mng pants up :P idea le??? LOL... at 8, we went over to suntec mng for more snatching n choosing.. the q to the fitting room was much faster so... yes.. we did try out in the fitting room n i bought 2 pants n 1 top...
I manage to get my bro to come pick up the clothes from me as well as sent us to zouk... haha! drank 2 glasses of vodka lime.. the 1st cup was super strong man! after which we ordered 2 vodka ribena but it sucked real bad cos wen requested for more ribena (which i dunno y..) but the bartender put in grendine instead :S tasted damn yucky man! n i taste no vodka.. for some reason, everything was juz wrong yday... we were sitting a spot where there was so many gays standing around us :/ music was super boring.. by 12.30.. i really couldnt stand it anymore.. my eyelids were so super heavy.. n i got this splitting headache... so i told them i'll head home first..
Actually i had a pretty bad week, was on mc on mon but got really upset when i was at home cos someone tried to once again remind me that i was 'easy' juz cos i copy n paste an interesting msg i got from a guy tat msg me on hi5... it didnt even bothered him that i was upset.. neither did he try to explain himself.. he juz left for dinner at his aunty's place... the rest of the week was nothing... he get updates on wat i do but not vice versa... is it unfair that i should be treated in that manner? well, i msg him yday but he never bothered to reply till he was 'free' n not a word of concern.. juz the usual nite n sweet dreams...
The only consolation to this week was the mng sale cos i grabbed another 2 pants today again!!! muahhah~~ went dentist this morning, send my grandma home then went back down to town with mum.. it was so jam that it took us 1hr to get to town as compared to the usual 10mins ride :S it didnt help that they blocked off nicole highway cos of the national day rehersal... as i was saying.. the mng pants really suit my super well!! i would have gotten more but couldnt really be bothered rejoining the q to try more.. hehe... so tired now.. dun think gonna dota.. juz head straight to bed.. nitey all! :/
.at 11:47 PM
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Monday, June 20, 2005
bad morning...
Hmmm.. wondering how come i'm blogging at this hour when i should be at work n my workplace dun have internet access..........?? i'm at home.... all cos of the choco milk that i drank this morning!! for some reason, i can take choco milk when i was in melb but not the ones in sg... n while i start work at 8.45.. i was in the toilet by 9am! stuck in there till 9.25.. came out n tried to do some work but couldnt tahan again!! i went in at 9.30 n was stuck in there till 10am!!! yes.. lactose do wonders for me... it makes me suffer in cold sweat while sitting in the toilet, so i was bz wiping my pespiration as well... plus i suffered acute abdonimal pains... so much so tat i couldn't get up any earlier to go home :(
Vani (my IC) wasnt around for the whole week so i asked siew fong if i could leave first.. my tummy was so uncomfortable that i was willing to forfeit 1 day of my leave instead of making it to the doctor's and get an mc... siew fong ask me to take the mc n she ran to get the slip so i could go see the doc for free.. so nice of her.. she even told me to go home straight from there instead of coming back up to pass her the mc :) such a nice lady... bro came to fetch me home cos my mum asked him to take the charcoal tablet to me.. since i was getting an mc so he sent me back...
Took the medicine then went to nap... uncle simon then interrupted my sleep by sending me a pic of my ex collegue jeannie... tat pic really looks like me cos she cut her fringe like mine haha!! i blur blur got up to look at it.. for a min, i tot he sent me a pic of myself.... lol!
.at 2:57 PM
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
broken hearted....
Words cannot describe the way i'm feeling inside but wat to do....? have to forget wat happened and put on a front from everyone to see rite? well.. had an arguement with him yday... was telling how much i miss him n stuff n later it juz all turned bad... suddenly it was "bloody hell.. now u spoilt my day" ok so i'm to blame for expressing my feelings... if tats the case.. i'll juz have to force myself to remain non-expressive and appear nonchalant abt everything? i hid in my room n cry... till my eyes were super swollen....
Fei actually called me then to comfort me... thank u fei!! *hugz* although uncle simon called later on n wanted to acc me after he finished his hse party :P he was only done after like 1.30am? lolx! still... its the thought that counts so thank u uncle simon too! i'm really glad i got frens that are alwaiz ready to be there for me when i needed them :)) Lin kept msging me online asking where we going for dinner n stuff... but i didnt have the mood to discuss anything else.. finally replied her later on n met up with her ard 7+ for dinner n kopi after... lucky the swollen-ness went down after...
Went to cartel with lin n wen for dinner then headed to east coast coffee bean.. we were bitching so much about our lives n stuff... lol! i guess all of us juz needs a getaway... ok.. so abit of updates from fri's clubbing session.. i was on medication so i couldn't drink thus i drove instead.... met up with uncle simon n delia then... i drank a bit of everything but there was really heaps of different types of drinks!! vodka ribena, martel green tea, long island tea, super strong long island tea, margerita (though i didnt take much of it.. i tot margerita sucks) the rest had sapphire martini which i didnt have :P uncle simon wanted to force me to have one... *blehs* the crowd was there.. music was pretty alright as compared to last wk.. i had a great time... n i believe the rest did as well ;)
.at 5:13 PM
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
fridaay nite...
Well here i am sitting in front of my lappie.. deaf from all the loud music in zouk but it seems the potato chips tat i'm munching now seems to deafen my ears too :/ yes i juz got back from zouk.. drank quite 'lil' as uncle simon would say.. but yet its enough to make me unsober... hmm.. goes to show how 'bad' i can hold my liquor :S
Got kinda irritating my e lin's fren... he actually came up to me and ask if i'm 'wei chen nian ren' (underage in chinese) n wat an asshole he can be.. ask if i was even 18 yet...WTFFFFFFFFF!!!! @#$%^&*(&*^%$#@!!!! i really wanted to juz be rude and tell him to shut his gap but i tot i'll give lin some face...
I got a blue black on my shin(correct spelling?) thanks to uncle simon cos he insist on putting me up on the ladies' platform.. n in the process.. i got a blue black from hitting the corner of the platform... damn pain man!!! :(
N yes.. as i was driving back i begain thinking of my 2nd home as well... melbourne!!! n of cos someone.... so much ??? in my head... is it the end? is that it? or was there even a glimmer of hope tat we would ever be together again?? dun even know i will ever find the answer to these questions.... but i know tat i really miss him a lot a lot a lot :'( when will i ever get to see him again?? when will i ever get to hug him? cuddle him to sleep? *sobz silently*
.at 4:31 AM
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
I'm finally sick once again... had a sore throat since mon n started having a block nose since yday.. the air con at my office went nuts this morning n it suddenly become freezing cold!!! n it triggered my flu to get worst... wats more, i was feeling dizzy.. down with low blood again... at 12pm, i hesitated going back home as i wasn't sure of how to go abouts claiming medical off my contract.. my collegue told me there was clinic downstair on 3rd floor which is affilated with our bank so i went downstairs at 1.235pm... SHIT! doc close for lunch at 12.30 n will only open at 2 -.-! no choice, i had to take my lunch first before going.. the stupid 'kiam' doc didnt actually wanted to give me an mc. i had to ask for it >.< so obviously i didnt get 1 for tomorrow as well... dammit! went upstair n gave vani (my IC) the mc n left for home..
Was looking at the medicine n realised the stupid doc STUPID DOC gave me ampicillin as antibiotics for my sore throat!!! no wonder i was wondering y he looked at my throat n still asked if i was pain!!! Duh! it was!! -.- tat antibiotics tat he gave me was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy to weak to cure my of my tonsilitis tat i often am prone to!!! i needed as least 500mg instead of 250mg... grrrr!!! waste my time... no wonder his clinic was juz a stupid rundown place at the corner of the textile centre building tat i work in :S
i'm going to lie down n rest now... take care all! *warning* the flu bug is in the air...
.at 6:18 PM
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Monday, June 13, 2005
tired monday night...
Went zouk on fri with E Lin n 2 of her other frens.. uncle simon joined us later as well.. was introduced to this new drink by uncle simon n his bartender fren- sapphire martini... sounds girly huh? lol but its really nice n kicks in pretty well... or at least for a person tat can't hold her liquor tat well... ME... Lin n her fren, wend was pretty up there as well after drinking it n probably the few other jugs of mixtures we order.. hhaah! pity the music sucked really bad~~~~ or it would have been a more enjoyable night.. :/ i got so sleepy at 1.30 n kept asking wat time will we go back... ended up waiting n waiting n waiting n waiting for guess who.........?????? our dear uncle simon!!!! he said he'll ask his cousin to send me back but i GOT SO TIRED OF WAITING tat i went back on my own... stupid uncle!!!
Sat was shopping @ parkway with mummy! went to get tidbits for work as well. hehe! i need to munch man! ppl tat know me well knows tat i'm a snacker... tat dun put on weight :( talking abt tat.. i shall take a pic of uncle simon's belly the next time i see him... u guys will got *jaw drops* hahhahahahha :P
Wanted to laze ard on sun but end up going out with family.. went to view subaru's n nissan's for my cousin... she juz got her license n her dad was planning to get a car for her from either cos he works for tan chong motors :P lucky gal! hang in there colleen! he'll get it for u soon... get the latio sports then u can drive me around too :P whahahah!! Went to chomp chomp for dinner n ate so much chili stuff tat i woke up with a bit of sore throat this morning :S work was tiring as usual.. actually had lil cases to process in the morning.. my lunching collegues were juz going on abt how easy it was this morning cos they could take their own sweet time to do one by one... then.............dang! after lunch there was a huge pile in all of our trays!!!!! rumors tat interest rates were going up so everyone's taking loans before it really goes up :S tired tired~~~
.at 9:22 PM
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Ummmm havent blog for quite sometime... juz the usual.. busy busy at work.. come back tired, play 1-2 games of dota then head to bed.. n the same routine all over again..
Met kor last fri.. i didnt plan for anything on fri.. was thinking of going back home n dota all night long but he called me 1hr before i left the office @ 6.15 n ask if i'm free cos his gf is going for mj with frens so he's alone :S think is spare tyre ar?? -.-! lol... Went for hair cut with fei on sat at my usual hairdresser then head down to town to meet simon for dinner @ cafe cartel.. the food there sucks man! i cant remember when was the last time i ate at cartel.. think like 2 yrs back?? haha! then got to ktv for 3hrs... after tat.. wanted to go to simon's fren's ktv pub at east coast but umm... due to unforseen reasons, we all headed home n uncle simon went to meet his frens... hehe.. oh! we took photo stickers tat day too.. n its was hilarious!! i wish i could scan the pics for u all to see but i dun have a scanner anymore :P
sun wan the normal.. we to eat 'tong shui' with parents at orchard, dinner then home.. met up with my poly classmate vijay on wed talked for abt 2hrs abt work n stuff... seems to me my ex polymates r comparing the salaries tat each of us get.. till he got so annoyed abt it :S oh well, lucky i'm not part of it 'yet' haha!
