always will n always do
u told me to be happy
i'll be happy
as long as
you are
happy..
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Juz got back from zola with ryan n uncle simon... we drank 1.3 bottles of martell.. haha! i drank.. can say 1/3 of it n i was feeling alright.. juz tat my voice is gone.. zola is especially quiet today.. sorta good in a way cos we get to pick songs n not having to wait so long.. left ard 2.45 then got home pretty quick cos east coast to my place is like 5-10mins drive. but i'm kinda high now which is good cos i dun feel like vomitting but dun feel exactly sober.. haha!
SIGHZ! life juz sucks so bad lately... everyday juz work like zombie.. nothing to look forward to.. it really sucks cos it seems like i'm juz wondering ard aimlessly.. in hope that i'll meet my Mr Right somehow.. somewhere... i juz hate it the way it is now... i'm juz passing each day as it is... dare not imagine wats going to happen in future.. lin feels the same way too.. is this really the break that i've always been waiting for? or i should take? is this the time for me to sit back n think abt life.. abt wat i should do to my life? which direction should i head towards?
I have resigned to fate... its juz how my life should be... a sucky one! never seem to get anything right.. went thru so much in my past relationships tat its no worth looking for another.. cos its juz gonna be the same... SAME!! god y do u wanna let me suffer in that manner? do i really deserve it? :'(
